Getting used to abstinence after two years of amazing regular sex is the hardest thing ever right now. I don’t think I’ve ever been this hot for someone outside the bedroom before. I haven’t messaged him or anything, but FUCK, what I would not give for a good dicking right now. From him I mean, this isn’t like with baking how you can substitute butter and margarine sometimes.
8 months to the day after he looked me in the eye and said “I’m going to marry you one day,” we went for a walk and he said he just wanted to be friends.
I don’t know how to process this. Or how to be friends when I love him as so much more. I can’t make it be otherwise, and I would a million times rather be friends than never talk again.
I didn’t know my heart could feel like this when I wasn’t having a legit medical emergency.
I knew something was up when he didn’t kiss me back when I said hello. He wasn’t holding my hand right as we walked down the hill.
I need to find a way to be okay with being friends. With not being physical and not sharing all of me with. With not being partners for life and not finishing growing up together and having a family and getting old and dying together.
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Imagine being the chick to do the frick frack with the Dark Lord Voldy.
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